Work has been rough recently…
This is the kind of work I want to do but I have no freedom. I thought I was going to be making my own decisions. It’s hard to see me being in that position someday. So many people tell me that if I’m patient it will come in time. They are probably right but I look at their life and I don’t want to be like them.
People have told me what to do my entire life, I thought it would be different once I moved away from home. Now the person doing the telling is different.
It’s funny because I have just come to realize why adults always used to tell me to be grateful I’m still in school. So much less responsibility. Now I have bills to pay, I have to make my own food, and keep track of my own schedule. This adulting thing is more difficult than I thought it was going to be.
I struggle making time for friends, back in school it was easier! I had time scheduled to be with my friends. Now I have to go out of my way to plan things and it has to work out with their schedule too.
